t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, September 09, 2006
this is about the zillioneth time i've asked myself this question .
so why do i even fcuking bother anyways .
but seriously.
when exactly does .
enough is enough come into the picture ?
get it ?
dont ?
too bad .
i don't feel like explaining .
neither do i see the need to .
number one .
i ain't no freaking complain box that can zap up all your unhappiness and release happy bubbles to improve your mood .
its been a long day .
where is the rain when i need it the most ?
and EXCUSE ME.
if you need to rant .
i suggest you either one.
go to another person .
namely your BOYFRIEND .
or two .
buy yourself a fcuking furby .
it will talk when you want it to .
and at least it talks.
or if you don't even want that .
kindly go get yourself a tomato like i do .
which has a freaking smiley and pathetic please punch me face .
and do whatever you want with it like i was doing awhile back .
because my name is not aunt fucking agony .
((:
what's the point of going into a relationship if you're not exactly that into it in the first place ?
so you won't look back in regrets ?
that's just plain bull .
if you know your heart's not in it .
den please move along to prevent OTHERS from getting hurt .
or maybe just maybe .
hurting people is what you want .
den i suggest for you to check into some place else .
far away from here and all of us .
please kindly wake up .
the world doesn't stop spinning cos of you .
thankyouverymuch.
and OH .
YOU .
do not in any circumstances come to me for a SOLUTION .
ANYMORE .
i have my own problems too .
and do not talk to me about them .
because there isn't any fucking thing i can do about it .
i would kindly appreciate not getting fucking reminded all the time about them.
but oh .
like you care anyways .
all the memories shall go down the drain .
;period.
i'm about to reach my limit .
and i most definitely am not in the mood for small talk .
so do yourself a favour and not msn me .
or message .
or call .
because you'll be in for a rude awakening .
((:
digressing a lil .
i love my avatar .
((:
cos it goes ..
" and she's so scared to get close to A N Y O N E because everyone who said i'll be there LEFT ."
((: ((: ((: ((: ((: ((: ((:
that's all .
bye .
;elysium.
7:08:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
